Huh......

看来fb的信箱是我和她唯一可以沟通的地方了 =。=

Hope

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我从他们身上看到了希望,Arsenal是我第一支支持的球队,也会是我永远永远支持的..Arsenal教练Arsene Wenger的观念永远都不会改变,就算是外界让他承受多大的压力和舆论,他都有着自己的一套运作方程式..也因为这样,放走了不少当年的功臣..从2002年开始，当我第一眼看到Arsenal如水银泻地般的渗透打法和一针见血的传球时,我的脑海就突然空白了，过了一阵子才醒过来想足球也可以踢到这么刺激,让人热血沸腾...从那次之后，我就一直收藏各种Arsenal的周边产品..到了不败战航的时代,也是这么多年来最最最辉煌的时代..之后主将们的离开,Arsene Wenger再一次慢慢的培训一班青年军..当年大家都不认识的Fabregas，现在身价到了4000万英镑,还有同期的Nasri，Song身价也应该不菲.. 他们以后的成就，让时间一一的实践吧..

过了多久啊.....

我也不知道过了多久,再一次写起东西了..

最近都慢慢和朋友磨合起来了..也开始慢慢放开自己的心情.
开始和她们互动,开始有说有笑了..
但是在这样的同时,他们还是想尝试改变我的想法
拜托,请不要那我和别人比较,我只是在做我想做的东西,一直以来向往的东西.
他们的风格是他们的事,我的风格是我的事.
这就是我,我的风格,我的思维.

it's that all?

真的有必要这样吗？可能是其他原因,你换了你的电话号码.
算了,都已经发生了,都已经过去了,你还是注重在你的考试吧.

虽然有时还是回去你的profile看看,就这样吧..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C76k3l4pKJQ&feature=player_embedded

U Are Here Again

LAST time we met each other is 6 years ago.. that time we are just a primary schoolmate.. chatting,laughing,kidding,playing and so on....... after that,when you go back to japan,i tried to called you the phone number on the contact list.. but the result is no doubt,no replies.....

it's hard to describe the feeling for today reunion.. after this how long we have to wait again to meet each other.. next time we meet will be much different again.. maybe we all married,we have our own family,we have our own business.. it's really hard for me to continue the post.. glad to see you again.. holding our relationship please.. you are one of my important friend in my life.. special thanks to chye boon for organizing the event.. thanks bro :)

ok here the picture for the day.. not much ppl.. but lot's of memories there..

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2065594&id=1036660707

http://www.facebook.com/inteligentejames#!/album.php?aid=203675&id=658476811

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=72085&id=1129725964&ref=mf

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2073357&id=1412661094&ref=mf

ps: miss you bro.. i will drop by japan somedays....

凌晨3点钟

现在是凌晨3点钟了..在我脑海中的旋律是来自coldplay的"In My Place"..是一首不错的歌..有着一贯coldplay风格的旋律和曲调..
我也不懂要写什么了..就这样吧..



我想.你不会再回复我了吧..

一切已经结束了

四年一届的世界杯又结束了..笑到最后的还是西班牙队..无可否认,这几年他们的成长帮助了他们坐上了世界的巅峰..2008年欧洲杯的夺冠,他们告诉全世界我们已经准备好了..结果2010年,凭着后防大将Puyol和中场大脑xavi以及技术流的iniesta和villa,他们征服了群雄...虽然我比较看好的荷兰队熬到最后倒下了,但是我还是会实现我的承诺,在我的手臂上刻上NETHERLANDS..让人骄傲,永不服输的精神,战到最后一秒的勇气..团队精神的重要性我在他们的身上看到了..就算人们一直在贬他们,但是橙色力量会告诉世人,他们没事,还有机会报复的..我相信这股橙色力量还存在,只是沉睡的狮子何时才咆哮呢??

不敢相信

真的很难想象,在当时说要放手的时候,当天晚上我就发了一个没有遇过的梦境,我竟然在梦里遇见了她..从来都梦见过的她,在这个时候出现在我的梦境里..她还是一样,没什么大的改变,给我的感觉还是一样,外表表现得硬朗但内心是脆弱的..在梦里我们谈话了,笑了,也哭了..在现在这个时候的出现,很适时,就在我有一点漂浮的时候,就只有她让我觉得很踏实..虽然只是一场梦,但对现在的我来说已经足够了..人生突然开始漂浮,目标也开始不明确了,想做的事情遇到了困难..如果你还在的话,你会给我什么建议呢.....

it's over now..

ok... i quit this game..
i surrender..
this game is not for me..
what i wan i never see..
what you wan i can't give you..
i will leave..
and you will continue..

i will put 100% commitment on my job..
concentrate on my target..
like what you telling me..
i will never be with you..

i need you

another day..
i think that i have
fallen for you girl..
beaten by you girl..
hunted by you girl..
get pawned by you girl...


wanna tell you that i need you deeply..
wanna tell you that i miss you deeply..
wanna tell you that i love you badly..

again.. the beauty defeat the beast..
i admit that i am not a nice guy..
but i am not bad as you felt..


now.. keep repeating Miley Cyrus-"When I Look At You"
strongly recommend this song..
love the melody..
love the lyric..
just like how the way I love you
like the way you talking..
like the way you smiling..
like the way you angry..
like the way you dressing..
like the way you thinking..



what should i do now..........
what happen to me now........
i am so strange to myself.........
breathless now....
how.........