it's that all?

真的有必要这样吗？可能是其他原因,你换了你的电话号码.
算了,都已经发生了,都已经过去了,你还是注重在你的考试吧.

虽然有时还是回去你的profile看看,就这样吧..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C76k3l4pKJQ&feature=player_embedded

U Are Here Again

LAST time we met each other is 6 years ago.. that time we are just a primary schoolmate.. chatting,laughing,kidding,playing and so on....... after that,when you go back to japan,i tried to called you the phone number on the contact list.. but the result is no doubt,no replies.....

it's hard to describe the feeling for today reunion.. after this how long we have to wait again to meet each other.. next time we meet will be much different again.. maybe we all married,we have our own family,we have our own business.. it's really hard for me to continue the post.. glad to see you again.. holding our relationship please.. you are one of my important friend in my life.. special thanks to chye boon for organizing the event.. thanks bro :)

ok here the picture for the day.. not much ppl.. but lot's of memories there..

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2065594&id=1036660707

http://www.facebook.com/inteligentejames#!/album.php?aid=203675&id=658476811

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=72085&id=1129725964&ref=mf

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2073357&id=1412661094&ref=mf

ps: miss you bro.. i will drop by japan somedays....

凌晨3点钟

现在是凌晨3点钟了..在我脑海中的旋律是来自coldplay的"In My Place"..是一首不错的歌..有着一贯coldplay风格的旋律和曲调..
我也不懂要写什么了..就这样吧..



我想.你不会再回复我了吧..

一切已经结束了

四年一届的世界杯又结束了..笑到最后的还是西班牙队..无可否认,这几年他们的成长帮助了他们坐上了世界的巅峰..2008年欧洲杯的夺冠,他们告诉全世界我们已经准备好了..结果2010年,凭着后防大将Puyol和中场大脑xavi以及技术流的iniesta和villa,他们征服了群雄...虽然我比较看好的荷兰队熬到最后倒下了,但是我还是会实现我的承诺,在我的手臂上刻上NETHERLANDS..让人骄傲,永不服输的精神,战到最后一秒的勇气..团队精神的重要性我在他们的身上看到了..就算人们一直在贬他们,但是橙色力量会告诉世人,他们没事,还有机会报复的..我相信这股橙色力量还存在,只是沉睡的狮子何时才咆哮呢??

不敢相信

真的很难想象,在当时说要放手的时候,当天晚上我就发了一个没有遇过的梦境,我竟然在梦里遇见了她..从来都梦见过的她,在这个时候出现在我的梦境里..她还是一样,没什么大的改变,给我的感觉还是一样,外表表现得硬朗但内心是脆弱的..在梦里我们谈话了,笑了,也哭了..在现在这个时候的出现,很适时,就在我有一点漂浮的时候,就只有她让我觉得很踏实..虽然只是一场梦,但对现在的我来说已经足够了..人生突然开始漂浮,目标也开始不明确了,想做的事情遇到了困难..如果你还在的话,你会给我什么建议呢.....

it's over now..

ok... i quit this game..
i surrender..
this game is not for me..
what i wan i never see..
what you wan i can't give you..
i will leave..
and you will continue..

i will put 100% commitment on my job..
concentrate on my target..
like what you telling me..
i will never be with you..

i need you

another day..
i think that i have
fallen for you girl..
beaten by you girl..
hunted by you girl..
get pawned by you girl...


wanna tell you that i need you deeply..
wanna tell you that i miss you deeply..
wanna tell you that i love you badly..

again.. the beauty defeat the beast..
i admit that i am not a nice guy..
but i am not bad as you felt..


now.. keep repeating Miley Cyrus-"When I Look At You"
strongly recommend this song..
love the melody..
love the lyric..
just like how the way I love you
like the way you talking..
like the way you smiling..
like the way you angry..
like the way you dressing..
like the way you thinking..



what should i do now..........
what happen to me now........
i am so strange to myself.........
breathless now....
how.........

5/25/2010

今天是五月二十五号..是过了这么多天之后,我再一次和你聊天了..今天当我上facebook时我只是像平时一样update看看有什么新鲜新闻而已..就在我要离开荧幕的时候，是你的信息出现在荧幕的右下方．．我真的很惊讶，看见你上线．．之后就聊聊下你说要下线了，那我就说好，那再见咯．．其实要和你聊天真的很难，要对你说我的真心话更难．．之后我就照常做我手上的工作．．我下去找我朋友喝茶的时候，你．．是你．．突然信息我！！我真的很惊讶，是第二次了！！我们从下午的两点到半夜我去ｓｕｎｗａｙ找我朋友的时候我们都还聊着．．真的真的，今天真的很开心．．谢谢你，真的很谢谢你！

一个全新的五月

ok...今天是五月五号..我的电脑又再一次要升级了..现在我每个月大半份薪水都会花在升级电脑..为的不是什么名利和要去比赛,而是想要一部性能还不错的电脑让我们四兄弟姐妹都足够用的就可以了..换了今天下个月就剩下一个中央处理器而已..之后我就要想要换掉家里的电视机..换一部32“ LCD就可以了..当然之后就要开始存钱,想想要做什么........


最后就送上一张更新照,来自我的电脑
=When Razer DeathAdder Meet Roccat Sota

第几个五月了..

都已经忘记了事第几个五月了..每当每年来到这个时候,都会想起多年前发生的事..但是已经离开的都不会回来了..回忆这么沉重,我还要背负多久....